EMOTIONS.....

I am sitting in my hostel room confused within myself ...fighting with my emotions.....at one point angry the very next second sad...and then suddenly happy over something and then again sad.....its all so confusing....and then after so many emotions i feel confused about what actually i am feeling....and then i can make out only one thing that i am not feeling good...these emotions can sometimes be so confusing and but still we have to feel them we cant help it....and i feel like sharing everything with someone...and then i think against it and then i stop halfway through telling all that....and if at all i tell then there is no one who can actually understand and just listen to what i m saying without any expert comments or analysing....people listen and give their own comments what they think...but it does not matter what they are thinking....its me who is thinking and feeling all this.....and that should be listened to and understand ....everybody is the rush of proving him/her better...its like you can not speak your thoughts out loud...because if you do then people around can not resist the temptation to prove you wrong and to prove themselves, their thoughts superior to you.....and i wonder in the end does this all even matters....and so in the end i decide to keep all what i m feeling in me push it all inside me...and when all of it gets too hard to take in then call any one of my few far off friends to listen to all that......because no matter what they are always there to just listen to me make me feel good...and not  analyse me or prove me wrong...and see now when i am thinking about them i am already feeling better....i love you all....