The happy days.....

The other day i was brooding on all the problems in our lives :( ...and then i saw the photograph of my school and i went back in time...the time when we were young, careless, energetic, and HAPPY...those were the happiest days of my life( and i am sure everybody's life) there was nothing to worry about..every other day we used to have a different best friend and still everybody else also used to be our best friend....being friends with someone or loving someone or being loved by someone was not so difficult then....those were the times when having a barbie less than your friend made you poorest person on earth and having more barbies made you richest :)....the time when the most dreadful thing that could happen to me was my brothers breaking the neck of my dolls!!!!!!!......the time when everyday in the evening we used to play with the children in our colony and fight with them over small things such as a kite or even a shiny looking stone....the time when broken toys, old copies, pen and a collection of stones used be our treasure.......life was so easy then..nobody could hurt us... one moment we were crying and the next we were laughing our hearts out......the days when we never cared about our clothes and appearances..when we used to go out and play in mud and make temples with sand and stone gods...and the days when our mothers were always after us to come inside and not to play in mud...and we used to think when we will grow up...and now that i am grown up i want become a little girl again....i want to be happy i want to live life and i want to go back to my childhood days....i dont want to be hurt and i don't want to break down...why being happy becomes so difficult when we grow up???? why such a simple thing as smilling takes all our efforts and where does all the love inside us goes?????why life becomes so screwd up once we grow up..why do we have to grow  up???.. :( ...and i really don't want to grow up....i want to live my chidhood days again when i was my mummy papa's pretty little girl...........when i was HAPPY...